Cercopithecidae

Good or Bad?

2010-12-08T07:32:00.000-08:00

Let's see what is good happening around me:
1. I found a job.
2. I don't have to bring my work home.
3. I spoke to a girl i fancied, and I would say I got her attention.
4. I got my belt.
5. I'll be training with a group of pretty girls =)
6. I'll be handling lots and lots of cash.

Now the not so good thing:
1. I have training in Tampines (2 weeks)
2. My friend's belt is of the wrong size =/
3. I got to squeeze the MRT every morning to get to work.
4. I'll be handling lots and lots of cash.
5. The girl I fancied shows no interest.

Why can't only good things happen?

K-On!!

2010-10-26T07:00:00.000-07:00

I'm back! Thought I should update a bit since I haven't done so for so long.

Wanna intro this anime that I'm watching, I'm sure many others have watched it. This particular anime is a bit retard, BUT I like! It's stupid, hilarious but it can be really heart warming.

This is my favorite part in the anime.

At the same time, I'm also playing the PSP game! "K-ON! Houkago Live!!"

If you're also playing, you can refer to this translation guide: here

Latest Catch!

2010-09-09T21:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me!

2010-08-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

My birthday is over! I'm another year older! I got my iPhone, my iPod, my Laptop.. Plenty more things to buy! Seriously need to start saving money for my Japan trip, Europe trip, Prada wallet and many more things! =]

I really appreciate those who had wished me, thanks for remembering my birthday (although I believe many just saw the reminder on Facebook), still! thank you! I was quite disappointed that I did not get a wish from her, although we broke up, but can't she even send me a simple greeting? What about the promise 3 years ago? The one about spending every birthday with me... are all those lies?

My wish for this year is that hopefully S******* would give me one last chance, but if that's not possible, hope someone will love her better than I did. Give her the happiness that I failed to provide for her. Make her smile everyday. Hope for the best in her career and everything she do. Lastly, is to keep her family and her safe and healthy.

Fall again.

2010-07-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

Feels like a fire that burns in my heart
Every single moment that we spend apart
I need you around for every day to start
I haven’t left you alone

There's something about you, I stare in your eyes
And everything I’m looking for I seem to find
All this time away is killing me inside
I need your love in my life

I wanna spend time till it ends
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

We fought in a battle, nobody won
And left ourselves a mountain to be overcome
You can’t run away, the past is said and done
I need us to carry on

I wanna spend time till it end
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

You’ll try everything you never thought of before
When you live, when you love, and you give them your all
You can always give up some more

Nothing means anything, unless you're here with me
I can breathe, I can bleed, I can die in my sleep
Cause you’re always there in my dreams

I wanna spend time till it end
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

I wanna spend time till it end
I wanna fall with you again
Like we did when we first met
I wanna fall with you again

CosFest IX!

2010-07-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Argh I'm suppose to go for this on Saturday!!! But I got to work and nobody wants to go with me!

Today, met Jing Yuan and Shawnrick for lunch at Subway. After that took a cab down to pasir ris the marquee. Let's look at some cosplayers.

For more photos click here

Movie Marathon!

2010-07-04T06:35:00.000-07:00

I'm back with updates! Friday, my first time doing movie marathon... only 2 movies straight. Caught Knight and Day first with Jun Hong. Not a bad movie, and Tom Cruise's acting was quite hilarious in the movie.

Next almost immediately, I watched Toy Story 3 with Jun Hong and Marvin. I didn't really wanna watch this but my friends wanted to so yea... I would say the movie is not really made for kids, haha. This should be the last of this cartoon.

After that went NYDC for dinner. After that went to send my sis off at the airport. =)

Prince of Persia

2010-06-19T02:10:00.000-07:00

Caught Prince of Persia with Ryan and Jun Hong on Wednesday. I can only say the movie wasn't very anticipating...

I'm going Thailand! Just before I ORD. Been a long time since I went there. Hope it will be a good experience.

I miss your smile...

Movies!

2010-06-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

I'm back with updates! Have been gaming these few weeks chionging levels and not sleeping. This is seriously bad for me, i think I'm gonna die young, really man. Like sleeping less than 4 hrs a day and drink red bull everyday to keep myself awake. Either I'm gonna die from not sleeping or diabetes.

Anyway, was playing this game called "Bright Shadow", I think it's a new game, server is from US but quite a lot of asians playing too. My cousin intro it to me, and yea they are quite high level already when I join, so got to spend more time to catch up, and I did! within 1 week? LOL!

Friday, was actually thinking of gaming the whole day as my boss gave me early release. But Jing Yuan sms me and ask me to go out for Prata at 1o. Going out for prata~ why does it remind me of you~ Anyway, Chin yan and Jing Yuan came to fetch me and we went Upper Thomson Prata House. The moment I hop into his car, I suggested going movie after supper.

The prata very normal leh... go all the way there not really worth it. After eating fly to North Point to buy tix for "The A Team", the plot is like "The Losers", but I find this one more funny. The actions quite cool also la, although damn exaggerating. Reach home at 3am.

Saturday! woke up at 12 noon. It's been a while since I slept "so much", like 9 hrs. I know some of you sleep more than me, and is like sleeping 12 hour everyday. Game till about 4pm, get ready to go dinner for my granny's birthday. left the house at 6pm. After the dinner, went to watch "Karate Kid", the movie damn draggy, it's like 2 hr 15min, but I still think it's not bad la. Jaden Smith was quite funny inside. reach home at 3am again.

Today woke up at 9am =.= upgrade my vista to window 7, took like 3 hours... was suppose to meet camp mates for "Prince of Persia" but XiiaoNat and XiiaoHong couldn't make it. LOL I feel gay. Also, suppose to have a movie outing with poly mates today, but no response from most of them, so cancelled, plan failed. In the end, went mahjong at 2pm, won a bit, ate dinner with may ann, jeremiah, jing yuan and chin yan. came home, game until 1030pm, and here I am typing.

Monday sux...

K-On!

2010-05-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

I downloaded something fun today! I was watching this anime "K-On!", there's 13 episode in season 1 and now I'm watching season 2! I downloaded the desktop accessories, but it's all in jap. I think it's not really compatible with my com settings, cuz there's suppose to be a menu but mine can't install the package properly, so I had to open the individual items manually. Here's how my desktop look like now.

The package comes with the following; clocks, calenders, icon, curser, and the most interesting one is the desktop characters where you can move them anywhere on the screen! They serve no purpose at all, just that when you pick them up, they will say some random things thats very cute. If they're annoying you, just drag them back to the table.

24 May

2010-05-25T04:43:00.000-07:00

I woke up knowing that I won't enjoy the day. 24th May. A date I hope to forget, but will always remember. How nice it would be if humans are like computers? You can just delete the items you no longer needs.

Work was boring as usual, but I spent the whole day working so that my mind wouldn't run wild. Finish work and went home, but received a call at 9 plus from Jing yuan to go play mahjong at Kelyn's place. Played till 3 am and I didn't collect my winning which is only $4. The whole time my mood was ok, until Kelyn play videos of Jing Yuan drunk few years back.

In the video. I saw her. Drunk.

Ever felt that you wanted so much to protect someone but was not able to? You'll want to be there for her whenever she's not ok?

I had that chance, I didn't cherish it, watching the video spoils my mood, and I only have 1 hour till I'm leaving for work.

Whenever I remembered the past, I always felt guilty and regret. But what's the point? I know I should look forward, but I can't seem to remove this big piece of rock that had grown in my heart.

I wanna hold her hands even though they are wet.
I wanna make her smile when she's in a bad mood.
I wanna be there to support her when she's met with difficult choices in her life.
I wanna buy her her favourite dessert and see her contented expression.
I wanna hug her when she's cold.
I wanna tell her it's ok when she made the wrong choice.
I wanna tell her I like her no matter how she looks.
I wanna buy her tons of comic so that she can read all those fantasy stories.
I wanna lend her my shoulder whenever she feels like crying, and tell her that everything is alright.
I wanna go through the bad times with her.
I wanna bring her to fly kite.
I wanna go Disneyland with her.
I wanna drive her to movies.
I wanna let her vent her anger at me when she's having mood swing.
I wanna talk to her on the phone and tell her that her voice is the sweetest thing I ever heard.
I wanna be fed by her and let the entire world know how fortunate I am.
I wanna gaze at the stars with her.
I wanna tell her that her character is what I fell in love with.
I wanna massage for her when she is having a headache and sore.
I wanna bring her to the zoo again.
I wanna quarrel with her, and tell her I love her to end the quarrel.
I wanna kiss her good night, hoping that she will not have any nightmares.
I wanna let her know that she is irreplaceable.
I wanna learn to cook her favourite food for her.
I wanna tell her I will love her even if she's bald.
I wanna pat her on the head to encourage her everytime she accomplish something.
I wanna love her, like the way I never did...
I wanna, but I can't...

focus

2010-05-21T07:49:00.000-07:00

went for kelyn's mini birthday celebration. due to everybody's busy schedule so hard to meet up.

went buddy hoagies to eat but realise there's nothing to do there after eating so chit chat a bit, took some photos, then all went on their own. heard quite a lot of stuff but very lazy to type them out, I dun really remember them anyway.

on the way home, dunno what the fuck i was thinking, nearly got knock down by a car, i crossed when it was red man, the car honk me, but i still cross. seriously, what the fuck am I thinking?

you're happy i'm happy. I should think this way bah, cuz if not I cannot control my temper sia.

Libra - random

2010-05-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm... was buying bubble tea, then I saw the label on my cup...

Libra leh, never get before sia, I thought they don't have Libra. Always get Virgo only.

buffet ah buffet

2010-05-19T07:25:00.000-07:00

DAMN SIAN! I WANT BUFFET!

Was suppose to meet Jing Yuan and Kelyn for buffet, all was planned properly liao then some stupid encik change his briefing from 1PM to 6PM!!! talk talk talk until 6.45PM... In the end met Kaili for dinner at north point. ok la, I believe she's a super 大姐大 with a lot of experience, but still will feel sian de mah! so meet her for dinner and gave her a flower to cheer her up! guess it works eventhou the flower a bit out of shape, cuz too long never make liao!

I realise, when I make people feel happy, I feel happy too! so I'm gonna be happy and make people around me happy! easier said than done but I've done it today and will continue so...

die la must think of ways to be happy without spending money leh, so many weeks no work part time liao. my pathetic pay is hardly enough for me to enjoy... still owe bank so much money for my poly school fee... haiz... *be optimistic, be optimistic, must be optimistic, must be happy*

oh yea there's a new addition to my office. This morning I was sleeping in my bunk, then Marvin came to woke me up just to say "eh come office leh, i show you my new pet", I'm like; what? so i changed, went down... he bought 2 tiny crab. LOL. I wonder how long they can live... and he didn't buy food for them...

Hope princess is happy too! =)

princess n.

2010-05-18T07:06:00.001-07:00

There's so many things I wanna learn, anyone wanna teach me for free?

1. swimming

2. diving (after I very zai at swimming of cuz)

3. cooking

4. dancing (hip hop)

5. guitar?

I finally complete my artwork after a long break from drawing. =)

P.S. For people who can't tell from my drawing, it's a chibi princess with a turtle beside her

long weekends

2010-05-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

Things that happen this few days.

13 May, Thursday. Took half day off, went for dinner at JP BenTen restaurant with Kelyn and Claudia, first time eating there, food's not bad. After dinner, Mychelle joined us for kbox.

14 May, Friday, Off! nothing special, spend the day at Jurong West.

15 May, Saturday, first of all, it's Jing Yuan's birthday, so... Happy Bird Day to him! Attended Roger's wedding at Jurong East, food is nice! Congrats! Congrats! wish them 白头偕老!

16 May, Sunday. Watch a 3 hour replay of my hong kong drama, finally finish liao, but the guy didn't end up with the girl! damn sad! But he carve this on a tree "你永远是我最爱的女人，我会永远等你". After that Went to uncle's place to celebrate my grand-aunt's birthday in advance. I ate a slice of durian cake which nearly killed me.

Strangers last for a day.. Friends last for a year.. Good friends last for a year or two.. My feelings for my princess will last for eternity. How I wish I can smile with you through the painful times.

E.U

2010-05-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

was watching my hong kong drama... so sad...

the main guy fell in love with the daughter of the bad guy, but he's an undercover. The girl found out about his identity liao dunno what to do. they love each other but the girl thinks that the guy is using her to get to her father...

love don't always revolve around 2 person... sian.

then there was this other part in the show which reminds me of myself. the 2nd main guy was in a very bad mood, then he neglect his wife. When they were lying on the bed, he just ignore his wife and pretend not to hear what she says...

haiz... watch liao damn emo. luckily i have my Fairy Tail and Maid Sama to change my mood.

smile!

2010-05-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was terrible... Actually wanted to start drawing again, even had some ideas on what to draw, then something stupid happened.

despite the super heavy workload, reach home at 7pm still got people calling me from office.

quarreled with my dad, when he tried to show some "care", went to sleep at 7.30pm..

been a long time since I slept more than 5 hours, don't feel any difference leh.

so work is still shit today... before lunch I receive a sms asking me for a loan of $300, come to think of it, I think I'm not getting the money back already. Argh! forget it!

This year is really damn "jia lat", any ways to 转运?

Relationship, fail.
Finance, fail.
Work, fail.

Put the bad things a side. At least I still got friends...

I finally started on my New Moon, I know I'm slow. Haha I forgot about it after moving to my new place. actually a lot of things to write de, but forgot liao. (Don't remember means not important).

oh! I borrowed One Piece from Jun Hong to watch! wahaha, but watch a bit here a bit there... don't care lah, can watch can liao.

A few words to my princess:
You must stay happy and keep on smiling~ cuz there will always be somebody out there that is falling in love with your smile...

boys...

2010-05-08T23:53:00.000-07:00

I think FB is quite screw up.

Also I think some boyfriends are quite screw up. Not saying I am perfect, I use to be fucked up too. I made some mistakes too, but I've realise them.

A boyfriend should know what his girlfriend likes and dislikes. So if you're doing the right thing, good, if you're doing things that your girlfriend don't like, and it serves no purpose, then that's plain dumb.

Also, don't always think that you treat your partner very good, cause it might not be so. If you think the relationship is unfair then there is 2 things that you have to keep in mind.

1. LOVE is never fair.

2. If you mind how much effort you put in and how much effort your partner put in, you fucking don't deserve this relationship! Because you are like doing a business.

So if you allow others to climb over your head, suck it up and don't complain. I have been keeping quiet all this while, not interfering other's business.

But I seriously can't stand people liking stupid photos on FB.

Those stupid photos are fucking obvious attention seeking, and yet some stupid people likes them.

I personally thinks that guys who likes those photos ARE FUCKING DESPERATE! and I think more than 50% of them got no girlfriends! LOSERS.

Right, those got girlfriends one, maybe you like cuz you got this kind of "ah lian top 10 pose" fetish, but are you telling people that you prefer them to your girlfriend?

Be content with what you have rather than hoping for more, and stop thinking "if only"... face it losers, "if only" don't happen!

Mother's Day!

2010-05-08T22:46:00.000-07:00

Went for Mother's Day dinner at Rajah Inn ytd. After that went Claudia house to watch Kim Fong and her cook. siao one, 2 person eat cook until so much food.

Watch 3 movies at her place, 月光宝盒，72家租客 and 花田喜事2010, laugh until stomach pain then went home at 4AM.

Today is Mother's Day! and you know what!? Bukit Panjang Plaza is giving away free flower and give you a chance to do some good deeds! All you have to do is fill in your particulars! It's that simple! What are you waiting for? Go get some flower for you beloved mums!

世上只有妈妈好，有妈的孩子像个宝。

I wonder if my little princess manage to celebrate with her mama...

you're not prettie, you're not cute, and you're certainly not thin! But my love for you is unconditional... and it always will be...

Nightmare!

2010-05-07T22:58:00.000-07:00

Terrible nightmare!!! I dreamt that my license got revoked!!!

I want my cute smiley princess...

rewind

2010-05-07T07:46:00.000-07:00

Things that happen today:

1. Was waiting for my bus then saw this WTS Bus parking in front of the bus stop, after that another car stop behind, got this NSF open the boot trying to put his field pack in, before he can put in the field pack, the car moved! I saw but didn't do anything, then BANG! hit the bus backside. I don't think the bus is damage la, but still the car driver is at fault, who ask him bo pull hand brake. dumb.

2. Saw an MAGNUM advertisement, got new flavour, GOLD. The coating is gold color de, dunno nice a not.. I shall try tomorrow.

3. Suppose to be on off today!!! Fuck la so many things to do in office, went office to help Marvin with armskote. Then office got things again, so in the end keep running up and down. Left camp at around 4.15PM muahahhahaa! But still got people calling me from camp at 8PM. =.=

4. Met Claudia and Kim Fong at westmall today, I thought we were gonna meet for a movie, end up go see her do groceries shopping. After her shopping, ate dinner at the food court then go home liao. Actually want meet May Ann and Jero, but Jero book out late today say want go back rest. Then jio him tomorrow eat breakfast also mai, guess he really damn tired... bo bian rifleman life is like that one.

I know her too well. But why am I expecting her to change? In the end, she tried too hard, but I'm too blind to see.

I rather let love blind me, because reality really sucks big time. I don't understand why can't people just voice out their feeling? Is it really that hard?

Even if one did something terribly wrong, but in the end he/she learnt the lesson and willing to change, would you ask yourself if you still love him/her? If both still have feeling, can they be together? or they still can't overcome that invisible barrier?

Sometimes, I think really don't need to think so much, if love someone, just go ahead and make the moves. After all, even if you fail, at least you tried, it is not meaningless, it's an experience. Sure people might laugh at you, but so? Do you lose a piece of meat on you? even if that person don't like you, if you do things that makes them happy, i think you will feel happy too right? But please lah, if you know the things they don't like, please don't do it =.=

so I shoot the arrow back to myself again, do I know what my princess like? i dunno if I know *WORSSSSSSSE*

One last thing, this Sunday is mother's day. I wish every mother in the world a very happy mother's day! Remember to give your mum a kiss no matter how busy your schedule is!

very weird to sms or call "her" mum, so I wanna wish "her" mum happy mother's day too. hope she stays pretty always =)

Last but not least, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR. BATHING APE!!! (wah this is my 3rd time wishing you liao, one advance on FB, once on phone, and now one belated), and also...

hope my princess continues smiling...

thoughts

2010-05-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

I realise I haven't been drawing for some time...

still did more reading today, brings back lots of memories.

"humans cant live without memories, still, they cant live on memories alone. you have to awaken from your dreams eventually. because dreams you don't awaken from eventually become sadness"

Also, I've been thinking, do dreams really reflect the opposite? If it is then I'll rather have nitemares...

I miss the days where I had to go, and you were pulling my shirt, hugging me, looking at me with that "舍不得" look.

Oh I wanted to talk about this hong kong drama which I'm watching. It's call "E.U.", a police drama la, actually I only want to talk about the love relationship between one of the male actor and his gf, I find their story so funny but sweet.

Their relationship so funny lor, on and off on and off, I really 佩服 that girl, she like never give up then die also believe the guy like her. So in the end all her stupid action make until the guy bo bian must confess he like her. Then now they 2 steady liao, today's episode, is the girl take one feather duster go that guy house whack him, just because he never find her and reply to her sms for 1 week. LOL!

有时爱情是需要一点吵吵闹闹，才会有情趣。

Last but not least, still hope "princess" is smiling everyday!

If only...

2010-05-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

If only I've read those... things might have been different, I would have known what you've gone through...

Then again, everything happens for a reason. I can't undo anything, but at least I hope to accomplish the things that I did not do for the past years...

please smile, my princess...

Iron Man 2

2010-04-30T21:57:00.000-07:00

Went for my unit's anniversary @ Yishun SAFRA. After that went Ryan's place to bath before heading down to Plaza Singapura for Iron Man 2!

After the movie, went to Farley's place to play Poker! I lost though...

In this film there is 3 new suits. Mark IV, Mark V and War Machine. But War Machine is more like a Mark II upgrade with weapon.

Mark I as appeared in Iron Man 1

Mark 2 also in Iron Man 1

Mark III, the final product in Iron Man 1

Mark IV, after Stark succeeded creating a new element to keep him alive.

War Machine

Mark V, this was a suit never release before the movie

Our Story

2010-04-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

I found a video today.
I thought I've lost it.
I re-formatted my Ipod.
Put the video in.
Watched it.
Tears began to fill the corner of my eyes.

The title of the video;
"Our Story"

I made that video;
It was so heart warming.
I wouldn't say it's a work of professional;
but I think I did a fairly good job. =D

Show me the line

2010-04-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

Is there a clear line drawn between friends and close friends?

How visible is that line?

Is a simple caring too much?

Trying to know how the person is doing, is that too much?

How do you know if you've cross the line?

When the other person ignores you?

It is often easy to judge others, telling them what is right, what is wrong, what they did was not enough, or too much.

How about realising those yourself?

When the person ignores you, what does it mean?

Why can't people just speak their mind? I hate playing mind games...

I'm lost.

There's only one thing that I am certain, I hate to lose my friend, be it good friends or bad friends. Everyone I knew is a part of my life, no matter how small or big that part is, I don't like to lose them.

I've lost the biggest part, but I hope I have not lose it entirely, without knowing how much I've really lost, I am just trying my luck to see how much is left...

Where is that line that determines the size of that part I have left? Please show me...

No matter how much is left, I am only certain that at least the tiniest part was carved and unforgettable.

I am only afraid of one thing, "too late to regret".

Balloon Twisting 02

2010-04-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

Right! I more or less mastered the flower. Moving on to teddy bear, but it's so hard, I already wasted 3 balloons already!

I bought AVATAR! The DVD finally came out, was waiting so long for it!

I feel the need of relations and friendship, of affection, of friendly intercourse. ... I cannot miss these things without feeling, as does any other intelligent man, a void and a deep need.
- Vincent van Gogh

Balloon Twisting 01-2

2010-04-23T07:22:00.001-07:00

I'm so proud of myself!!! Finally succeed one pretty looking flower after 4 failed attempts!!!

More practice and more twisting to learn!

I am calling out to you, can you hear me? Maybe I wasn't loud enough, or maybe you just didn't want to answer me. I am just calling because I care, as a friend...

It takes time to be a success, but time is all it takes.
- Anonymous

Balloon Twisting 01-1

2010-04-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

Finally succeeded with my first flower! but it looks weird la.. I'm still not satisfied...

Balloon Twisting 01

2010-04-22T09:25:00.000-07:00

Ok first I tried blowing the balloon. Failed and my mouth hurts.

Got a air pump, tried making a flower, failed. Balloon wasted = 3.

97 balloons left.

I must not give up! I must succeed by Saturday!

Perseverance: A lowly virtue whereby mediocrity achieves a glorious success.
- Ambrose Bierce

Get Well Soon!

2010-04-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

If you're reading this I hope you know I still care...

I hope there was something I could do... seeing you so tired and moody makes me feel so helpless...

As a friend, I could only wish you "Get well soon". I hope you know and recognize that I'll always be here for you.

快乐是一天，不快乐也是一天，干脆想一想快乐的事，笑一个，快乐的过每一天。

Each day is a new canvas to paint upon. Make sure your picture is full of life and happiness, and at the end of the day you don't look at it and wish you had painted something different.

Moved

2010-04-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

Finally officially moved into BP.

Things to be done:

1) Change my mobile billing address.
2) Change my 11B address.
3) Change my bank account address.
4) more packing to be done.
5) Buy a better looking bedsheet.
6) Tidy up my table.
7) Decorate my room!

Good and bad, it's small, a lot of things I can't keep but it's cozy. I wanna play mahjong!

No medicine is more valuable, none more efficacious, none better suited to the cure of all our temporal ills than a friend to whom we may turn for consolation in time of trouble, and with whom we may share our happiness in time of joy.
- Saint Alfred of Rievaulx

Last night in Toh Yi

2010-04-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

Tonight will be my last night sleeping at Toh Yi Drive!

Again move a lot of boxes to my new home today, also my nieces and nephew came to my new place and they love it! "Pan Tang" a bit, when kids like a flat means the place is good.

Also, my TV came today! 40" LCD, thanks to my aunties and uncles. Too bad I don't have a camera to take pictures...

Come on! Friends of BP! I expect a lot of mahjong sessions in the future!!!

As you get older, you get to know more things, especially the type of people around you. You begin to see their character more specifically. People changes over time, because they got use to the way they lived. But once in a while, we really have to reflect on ourselves to see if the things we are doing is acceptable.

We have got people who took things for granted. People who are very thick skin and took advantage of others. We have people which pretends to be your friend, but can easily turn their back on you. Look out for these people and try not to become one. =)

Moving

2010-04-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

Damn shag! after 2 days of moving and I'm still not done! Moving tons and tons of boxes to my new house. Anybody wanna come help me mop my house?

Started moving on Wed, met up with Jon at night, chill at STARBUCKS with his friend, Joyce. Went to Kbox @ Jurong SAFRA again. Sang till 1AM then went home. Took a cab, taught the cab how to go back to my place, and end up took a detour (I gave wrong direction).

Almost couldn't wake up this morning, but still did! Did Lots of moving in heavy rain. I actually pack all my pants into the box that I got no pants to wear after I bath...

Can't wait to lie on my new bed...

More moving and packing tomorrow!

Getting use to it...

2010-04-13T07:19:00.000-07:00

I think I'm in the ORD mood already... I kept falling asleep in my office! No mood to do work, only sleep sleep sleep and sleep.

Went suntec for dinner today, wanted to eat "Just Noodles" but it 关门大吉 already. End up having "Ashton". Super filling...

Hanging out with a couple of single guys wasn't so bad after all, can talk cock whole day, I could get use to this...

2010-04-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

Heard this song in KBOX yesterday, found the lyrics very meaningful for me.

Breathless
If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
Breathless

Poly outing

2010-04-10T20:18:00.000-07:00

Went to catch "Clash of the Titans" yesterday with my poly mates. The show was alright, except that we are expecting more actions. I set the meeting time at 4.30PM because the show starts at 5PM, and thank god we got in on time, I was guessing some of them would be late.

After the movie, went to have dinner at this Music Dreamer Live! Cafe. Apparently, it's quite popular. Entertainment in there wasn't so bad cuz got live band, but the service is just average. Actually want to go there sit and chat but because the singing is so loud that we can't even hear ourselves. Also because of the loud singing, makes it hard for the staff to take our order.

We left at about 10PM then I went to Jurong SAFRA KBOX with my cousins! Sing until 4AM~

Lots of packing to be done.. will be staying in Bukit Panjang soon.. feels kinda weird. When I was in secondary school, I was hoping I could stay there, but not anymore...

Bad Movie

2010-04-08T08:17:00.001-07:00

Caught a movie with Kelyn, Ah Pat Auntie, Ting Shu and Derrick.

One of the worse movie I have ever watched.

Terrible CG, terrible dialogue. It's a waste of money and time, not even worth buying the DVD.

I can't believe Andy Lau agreed to this movie.

Something to share...

2010-04-07T23:52:00.000-07:00

Read 2 article today, one from SAF Forum, the other from newpaper.

Article 1
Let's start with the sad one first, the one I read from newpaper. 1 17 year old girl was gang-raped by 5 men in a woodland flat. The 5men are now facing charges.

It sets me thinking how vulnerable some girls can be yet how despicable some men can be. This girl was raped yet she told no one about it, and the first thing she thought of was her boyfriend. She called her friend to inform her boyfriend that she wants to break up. She probably thinks that she is unworthy for the boyfriend after what has happen.

It happened when she was invited to some party in the woodland flat, they were playing true or dare, and she was dared to kiss one of the suspect. She initially refused, but end up being brought to a room and had sex with him.

From the paper, she was raped and sexually assaulted, and force to perform oral sex. Does these men not think before they act? How would they like their girlfriend to be rape? or female siblings to be rape? It was said that man think with their dick, sad to admit, some really does...

Article 2
A unseen breed of lizard was found in Philippines, at the size of a full grown man. The herbivorous lizard at 2m long is said to be a close relative of the Komodo Dragons. These were the comments made:

A: A herbivorous lizard? Are you sure? how can a lizard grow so big from eating fruits? even house lizard feed on flies and etc.

B: Dude.. Elephants grow eating grass.

keeping the distance

2010-04-07T06:51:00.000-07:00

I've been refraining from contacting these few days. Am I making the right choice?

Is it too much for me to care for her as a friend?

The feeling of knowing she is sick, but was not even able to ask how she was doing...

Knowing she is stress and tired, and not even able make her feel better...

Since when did life became so difficult?

Super looking forward to seeing my poly friends. Maybe I should meet up with my BMT friends too...

Rich

2010-04-06T07:23:00.000-07:00

I feel rich. Why? Cuz I just open all my red packet from chinese new year. =D

$.$

I made a discovery 2 days ago. I could have been a china citizen O.O

Little people know this, but I have a big group of maternal family members living in china.

I'm not discriminating china people, I just want to stress that I was super close to become one.

Years ago, my maternal great grandfather brought all his unmarried son to china (I dunno why), and years gone by, then they realize they got no VISA to come back to Singapore! And so they became china citizen and live there since then.

Luckily for me, my grandfather got married young and stayed in Singapore. Imagine he was brought there too. I can't even imagine, it's like "what the fuck".

No Dating

2010-04-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

lesson learnt

2010-04-04T09:18:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate Jerome's birthday today. Had buffet at Resort World Sentosa.

I'm a person who hates to waste time, and I get annoyed when I feel that time are wasted. However, I remember a course I attended a few months ago.

Someone told me, do not mind the goals you did not accomplish, instead, ask yourself what are the things you have accomplish for the day, even if it may be so small that it doesn't matter. Because at least you get something done, time is not wasted.

Give it a try, set a primary goal for yourself, but don't be dejected if you have not accomplish it. However, at the end of each day, ask yourself what you have done for the day.

Example:

I did not attain my goal to totally forget my sadness.

But...
1. I bought Jerome a toy helicopter today. He is happy.
2. I met Jeremiah today to chit chat, our friendship grew a bit more.
3. I had a wonderful lunch at Resort World Sentosa.

This way, hopefully you won't think that you are wasting your time.

Many at times, people ask questions because they care. But I get annoy sometimes because I think the questions are redundant. I believe it is ok to shut yourself up once in a while, but after the "mood swing" period, be sure to open up, just by smiling to someone can brighten up their days.

It is human nature to be curious, to regret only when things have happened. Deal with it, humans are creatures that learn from mistake but try not to make the same choice again, immune to the pain is not an option, it's a repetitive torture, save yourself by remembering the pain and prevent it.

Everyone has someone made for them. You may think you're stupid, crazy, retard, idiotic, ugly, fat, etc. At the end of the day, you will eventually meet someone who likes these qualities. Love someone for who she/he is, not who she/he should become.

Macau Last day

2010-04-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

Finally came back to Singapore le.

Woke up late today! Basically had breakfast at the same cafe where I had lunch and dinner on the 2nd day. Had crab porridge, century egg porridge, and some plain noodle.

After breakfast, walk to another 2 new casino. First one is "永利" with a very nice decor.

Once you enter, will see this ceiling carved with chinese zodiac.

then the zodiac can open up, down comes this erm.. light?

I only manage to video it closing.

Next we went to Star World Casino.

Didn't play in both casino, only went there to see cuz got to check out of the hotel at 12 noon. At the entrance of Star World is this model of the new casino opening in 2011. i can't remember the name.

Check out of hotel, stayed in "新葡京", played some black jack till 3:30PM, then off to airport. Had lunch there, took plane home.

Touch down at 10:00PM.

Macau Day 2

2010-04-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

First destination today, Macau Tower!

We had our buffet breakfast in the hotel. Then made our way to Macau Tower. We took a bus to the tower! Buying tickets to go up the tower...

Off we go! took the lift and reach 58th floor. The fog is so thick that nothing can be seen. Although you can see the side of the building through the glass floor panel.

Next, we went up some more to the 61st floor. This is where you can play Bungy Jumping. Still, no bungy jumping allow cuz the fog is too thick.

After coming down the tower, shop for awhile and they played some jackpot.. I saw this! A LEGO version of the Macau Tower.

After Macau Tower, we went to back to MGM!

Hehe, I manage to win a bit more! After that decided to go back hotel for a rest, then went out to this other casino "新葡京". I didn't play in here cuz I don't like the place. Haha.

As it's name suggest, this colorful colorful ball is the new one. I also went to the old 葡京, and there's a lot of "chicken"! Their face and body is really zai de lor! It's really 天使脸孔，魔鬼身材. Too bad I got no photo =/

Evening, went to "Sands" casino, very nice ah, but kinda remind me of something, once I enter, I totally no mood to play le lor. End up losing some of my auntie's money. Very sick of casino now, let's hope tomorrow no more casino program.

Macau Day 1

2010-04-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

We touched down on Thursday 02:15AM, took a cab straight from the airport to our hotel. We're currently staying in "Hotel Beverly Plaza".

This is the view when I step out of my hotel.

Woke up at 08:00AM, washed up, getting my laptop fix so I can access internet, waiting to go for breakfast! Ok, by the time everyone is ready, we left the hotel at 09:00AM for "Zhu Hai".

Took cab to the custom and this is what we saw...

Bloody a lot of people lor! All queuing to go into "Zhu Hai". We tried to look for this form to fill up and I noticed this!

Like wtf right... foreigners are called alien. In the end, no time for breakfast, so had brunch in "Zhu Hai" at 11:30AM. We ate at this place, and I strongly recommend. Basically it's because the other restaurant are almost vacant except this one. It's like everyone is eating here, so the food must be good lah.

The roast meat and char siew here is damn nice, must try. There is also this cute waitress which is like the most friendly person we've interacted with for the whole entire trip so far.

After eating, is shopping, shopping, shopping, this place is like a palace for women lor. I bought a ear phone and a T-shirt only. We left "Zhu Hai" at about 4PM and left for "Da San Ba". Ok I know it's a weird name, it's a famous heritage which use to be a church until it was bombed.

After visiting the heritage, we walk down and bought a lot of biscuit. All the shops down the road are basically selling the same thing lor. Almond biscuit, Portuguese egg tart, "wife's biscuit", "ba kwa", etc.

After shopping for the day, we return to the hotel, put down our stuff and it's time for the most famous thing in Macau! CASINO!

The first one we went to is this new casino "City of Dreams". Too bad i can't show you the interior of the casino.

Once you enter, you will see this big, i mean GIGANTOR LCD screen. Sorry camera not big enough to capture the whole screen.

OMG! Emma Watson is like damn chio... LOL. I'm single what do you expect. Her advertisement for Burberry.

Go in see people play, then tried some Roulette with my uncle and auntie. I lost =.=! After that we went to another casino "Venetian". We didn't play in here cuz the table all very expensive.

We then decided to leave, but some of my aunties wanted to go back to the hotel. so Only left 4 person including me, left for another casino! MGM, which I don't have it's photo, probably tomorrow bah, cuz will be going back there. I played baccarat and won some money! =D

Tomorrow will be going to Macau Tower and MGM. Did I mention all the shops in the casino are branded shop? Marc Jacob, Burberry, Caoch and blah blah blah. That's all for Day 1!

Get ready for Macau

2010-03-30T05:58:00.000-07:00

Wow. I can't remember when is the last time I sat on a plane!

Will be leaving for Macau tomorrow, haven't even pack my luggage.

Don't know what's going to happen there, but I hope I can enjoy myself!

Maybe I should bring my laptop so I can blog there?

The worst thing is, I don't even know if I can make it on time to the airport!

Maybe I should take 1/2 day off tomorrow, but there is so much work that I'm not sure if I can leave early...

Marvin will help me, won't you? =P

New start, new post!

2010-03-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

Right! Suppose to be doing guard duty but sold it! Haha. Went to watch "How To Train Your Dragon" in digital with Jun Hong and Yee Haong.

Pretty nice animation I would say, but all the 3D movies are so expensive!

2 more days! Macau, here i come!